Last week I completed that dreadful task that comes around
once a year like a re-occurring plague: taxes.
Generally speaking, I have either not had to pay taxes because my income
was so low (like when working a part-time job as a GA in seminary) or my taxes have always been removed from my
pay check as I am paid (secular work environments using a traditional
W-2). When using the traditional W-2
form with taxes being removed as I go, I never bothered to notice just how much
is taken out. I looked at my gross
income for tithing purposes, but other than that simply worried about budgeting
based on the net income. Why didn't I
worry about how much the government took?
I was nearly guaranteed a generous check at the end of tax season as a
rebate. It would all more or less even
out in the end, right?
However, this year I had to save part of my income each pay
check to go towards taxes. I saved the
amount I was told to my people smarter than me, and really didn't think much
about it until it was time to write the check to send to the government. Then I noticed: while I send off somewhere
between 25%-28% of my paycheck to the government, I only give X % to the
church, the place where I am supposed to give my "heart, my soul, my all."
This struck me as backwards, as a telling sign of who
retains lordship over me in a profound way: the government demands of me far
more than I am willing to give to God. It
seems ironic to me (and disturbing) that the very nation I attempt to distinguish
myself from by saying, "I am a Christian following Jesus and a citizen not
of this world" calls me out silently every year by stretching out a hand
to take taxes.
I know taxes are simply a part of life that we deal with
while living under Caesar. This is not a
complaint (outside of how much money goes to warmongering) about how much is
asked for or what is done with it. Instead,
it's a challenge: can I live in such a way to give as much to God as I do the
government? Can I surpass this and
declare with my finances who I give lordship to in my life? I wonder what can be done for God...
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